• 1st May
    2014
  • 01

Even though the planet is round, there are just too many spots where you can find yourself hanging on to the edge just like I was. And unless there’s some space, some place, to take a breathe for awhile, the edge of the world - still frightening as it is.

  • 4th March
    2014
  • 04

I finally reach my lowest point.
This is the saddest hour of all time.

  • 16th December
    2013
  • 16

After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn’t mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts. And presents aren’t promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with you head up and your eyes open. With the grace of maturity, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tommorow’s ground is too uncertain for plans, And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure… That you really are strong. And that you really do have worth. And you learn and learn and learn… With every goodbye you learn.

  • 16th December
    2013
  • 16
I don’t react to a tragic happening any more. I took so many bad things as a kid and some people think I don’t care about anything. It’s just too hard for me to get emotional. I can’t cry no more.
  • 23rd November
    2013
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  • 22nd November
    2013
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  • 29th October
    2013
  • 29
Diesel Disko - Moonlight

I discovered their music by an accident, and it’s impossible for me not to fall for this song.
By the time i post this, there’s nowhere on the internet you could find its lyrics. Lucky me, Diesel Disko’s lead singer itself, Martijn Doolaard sent me the lyrics on my Facebook. Enjoy :)


Diesel Disko ft Stefany June - Moonlight

I’m leaving ground to change the day for night
you hold my hand and for a while we’re out of sight
Let it go let’s do this dance again
We’re making out along the streets at midnight
Knowing her for just an hour or so
she’s been in love with me for a long time
her eyes are red I haven’t found out why
I think I know for sure
[male] It’s such a beautiful night
[female] Gib mir deine Hand lass uns fliegen
Nur du und ich
[male] You’re only there in the moonlight
[female] Der Mond steht still, die Nacht bleibt für immer Ich zeig dir meine Welt
I go outside to see the evening light
I’m on my way through the mist of reality
She tells me all things that I did wrong
The words on my lips lose their meaning in vanity
Don’t leave me now I start to lose myself
I’ve been in love with you for a long time
I’m walking back into the morning light
I know I know for sure
[male] It’s such a beautiful night
[female] Gib mir deine Hand lass uns fliegen
Nur du und ich
[male] You’re only there in the moonlight
[female] Der Mond steht still, die Nacht bleibt für immer Ich zeig dir meine Welt
Die Dämmerung kann uns nichts an
Wenn du bei mir bist halt ich dich fest in meinem Bann
Raum und Zeit gibt’s nicht in meiner Welt
Tanz mit mir durch die Nacht die ewig hält
It’s such a beautiful night [male] It’s such a beautiful night
[female] Gib mir deine Hand lass
uns fliegen
Nur du und ich
[male] You’re only there in the moonlight
[female] Der Mond steht still, die Nacht bleibt für immer Ich zeig dir meine Welt
[male] it’s such a beautiful night…
[female] Für immer….

  • 28th October
    2013
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  • 26th October
    2013
  • 26
"I think about the meaning of pain. Pain is personal. It really belongs to the one feeling it. Probably the only thing that is your own. I like mine."

"I think about the meaning of pain. Pain is personal. It really belongs to the one feeling it. Probably the only thing that is your own. I like mine."

  • 26th October
    2013
  • 26
"I do not trust people who don’t love themselves and yet tell me, ‘I love you.’ 
There is an African saying which is: Be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt.”

"I do not trust people who don’t love themselves and yet tell me, ‘I love you.’
There is an African saying which is: Be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt.”